be a pal and like people’s text posts. reblog their selfies. respond to their questions. even if you don’t know the answer and even if you’ve never really talked to them before. there’s nothing worse that feeling alone on a website where everyone promotes love and friendship.
I don’t think that anyone can make me feel so special and worthless at the same time. I’m slowly killing myself with every thought of you. I constantly have to remind myself that nothing is permanent, not the scars, or the thought of you. You’re twisting my brain, I’m going insane. It’s pathetic how much I rely on other people, how i care so much more than others do for me. The most self destructive thing I’ve ever done is make someone else my happiness. Now it’s 3 AM and I can’t sleep. I can see your face every time I close my eyes, burning through my mind. I’m still struggling to comprehend that you were just like the others. I lay with bloodshot eyes and shaky hands with nothing more than the thought of you filling the rotting whole in my chest. I love you. My heart’s beating so fast for you, I can feel it pushing its way out. I just need to accept the fact that you’re gone, but I can’t. You haunt my veins like a ghost and I don’t have the power to stop you anymore.
